So I'm sat at work thinking there are so many other things I'd rather be doing right now and the thought of having to be here for another 11 working days is rather depressing. I am pretty sure its just my hormones getting the better of me but I could burst into tears at any given moment for no good reason at all.
I think its going to get worse before it gets better as well. Take Saturday for example. My closest friends (well a couple of them) had organised a small baby shower for me. I know its not really the "done thing" in England but I just saw it as a nice opportunity to get all the girlies together and have a laugh, a little chat about baby and use it as a nice opportunity to spend some time with them before baby arrives. It really wasn't as I expected it to be. We were all rather bored and ended up just talking, eating and leaving. I had dreams of playing "guess the weight and date" etc but we didnt do any of that. I must sound really selfish and ungrateful but I'm really not. Perhaps just a bit disappointed which is magnified because of the raging hormones I have right now.
I even managed to cry myself to sleep last night because my husband accidently hit me with his elbow in bed. I got into a right grumpy mood, burst into tears and demanded he turn the TV off and not speak to me. It sounds silly now looking back at it but I felt awful. I must admit, I do really feel sorry for my poor Husband at the moment. Not only have I given him a huge list of things I want doing around the house before the baby arrives but he has to cope with my mood swings, hormones, tearful outbursts and grumpiness. I'm sure he often wonders why he married me in the first place. Nevermind, a few more weeks to go and hopefully we'll have a beautiful baby to cuddle, which will make it all worth it. I can't wait.
In the meantine, if anybody wants my dreaded hormones........... they're yours!
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